Three weeks after newcastle, I feel crippled from backpain from the walking i did there and i saw all the docs. they have began an intensive support to me in the way of depression towards my condition and things that have been happening since christmas such as my chest infections. My doc Mr Turnbull has been in touch with various other docs regarding my breathing, depression, my energy fatigue dietian etc..
i had been ok energy wise but going up to newcastle i dont know what happaned to me up there either bad hotel beds or the walking long car journey up? or the the worrying? but something has clicked in my head and makes my body think my body is weaker than it is
i do wish my body was the same as it was before newccasle at least i could do stuff easily such as things i cant do now.
im kinda worried for the future now as i worry about my aches and pains.
its even clouding the things i enjoy doing such as chilling out watching tv browsing the net and doing everyday things. sleeping isnt too good either BUT I am determined to get back to how i was at least before newcastle.
I have been doing my physio exercises at home hopoefully they will help. although it doesnt help that i have a new mattress to get used to which crippled my back again. its not easy recovering when you keep getting a bad back!!!
anyway thats all updated for now and hopefully the next blog will be more positive!
